the weird me.

I am weird. I think. But my friend said I am unique. I guess. But in bombastic word you can call it, peculiar.

One of the things I enjoyed most, when I get attacked after the presentation or when I go to the interviews. Ooh. my heart beat faster, and I can feel the adrenaline rush. I hardly succeeded but I never want to stop.

Sometimes, hurm.. most of the time, I will release my feeling in the lift. Of course when there is no one around. When the door starts to close, I will start jumping,screaming,cursing,kicking the wall, and dancing?hahah. and when door's open. i will be quietly walking like "perempuan melayu terakhir" and acting like nothing happened. crazy. oh.correction. i am unique~~

And you know how I can fall asleep faster? When I heard people excitedly talking and gossiping and laughing, my eyes will slowly start to close and ......zzz. it is like a lullaby to me..

I like the way I am. No need to change it.

Thank you

Salam,

Last week i have the most tiring week in my whole life, however i feel relieved. Alhamdulillah.. everything was fine. we have given our 100% energy,commitment to make this event successful. I have promised to myself that i would put aside my heart and soul aside for awhile and did everything that i can do to help. it just get so irritated if somebody do not appreciate it and acting like a boss. but its okay.. Thanks for coming. :)

from my sis engagement from october till june, it has been 8 months. In 8 months, i learned a lot. really. Alhamdulillah, im still alive and looking for a better life, better future and be a better Muslim. Also, trying to improve my knowledge duniawi and akhirat. Alhamdulillah, Allah put me in a situation where i could reflect myself and keep on thinking of HIM. thank you Allah. Thank you for answering my prayer. Thank you for the guidance. Thank you for giving me a chance to live and always be in my side. Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim.